Even when days are not so great I get that back to the fact that they have been worse. There was a time when I could not see making it to the next week if not the next day. And then I remember:
But I was forced to put into practice today was trying. It seems simple but often it is not. Often, it requires taking deep into yourself and facing demons that you may not want to. Once you try you may fail, this is true. Or succeed in one way or another, or you may decide that today was not your day and try again at a different point. I know socializing with certain people is something that I am not comfortable doing but I challenged myself to step out of my comfort zone a little bit today and I’m glad I did. I was able to spend some quality time with family and I actually had a little bit of fun. That said, I know I’m going to need time to reboot, relax and just be alone again before the rest of the Christmas festivities continue. And that’s okay, because I know that, I have power within the situation. I know when I need to step away and how much further I can push myself. …
There’s a point when you know who you are when nothing can knock you off your game. When people try to destabilize you it may work for a minute, or even two, but you eventually realized what you were worrying about doesn’t really matter in the long run. Because, if it did people would care more, you would care more. But instead, you decide, not to prove them wrong, or take a stand, but to just do. Just do, and let the world be. If the experience is meant to happen, it is meant to happen. If your path is going to take you a different route, let it happen – it’s going to happen anyway. Why fight it. There’s no use fighting for her life that is not purely routed in your own purpose. Let it be.
I reached a point in life where apparently I can have more fun than I ever before. Taking things seriously and learning to not take things so seriously. I was asked for a rally today (a typo that should have been Talley) so I made pom-poms (Yes you read that right) and I have so much fun with it even though the person who I did it before I think was in such a serious mood they could not realize the fun in it. I had fun though and I don’t really care. you need to learn to laugh at yourself before you can take any of the things that really matter in life seriously.
I am a person who never did yet silly thing for the fact of being silly. Like, you know what I mean, little things that you might see at the store that have no real value or meaning, I think it in the fact that they are silly. Until today. It was just annoying day in general, and frustrating on many fronts but nothing that was particularly important, yet put all together all the little things created just very annoying weird day. So, I was at lunch with a friend, who knew about the craziest that was my daddy and he wound up a little creature that happens to be magnetic put it on the whiteboard and let it go. The Magic Magnet Man As I watch this thing go down the whiteboard and I laughed, I understood in that moment a lot of things about life. Today I was taking things too seriously. Today I was in a bad mood. Today was not my day. And that’s OK. I can finish what I didn’t …
I don’t know how I feel about today. Did I have fun yes, do I know who my real friends I don’t know yes, am I happy at the way things turned out yes and no, do I know it is for the best, yes. Sometimes you have to go with the flow and except what happens even if the results in unfavourable. Knowing that there is a bigger plan for you makes all the difference, knowing you’re around good people makes it even easier. And knowing that you’re loved is the beginning of it all. Love your friends love your family love the people around you because you don’t know how long they will be in your life.
I can’t begin to try and explain just how well these three words, Peace Love Coffee. Some up not only my day but my week. Running on coffee or something I have always done running on love is something I am learning to do and living in the moment embracing now is something I strive for. TGIF. TGIF.
Another normal workday come and gone. But you don’t want to hear about that. What I found most interesting was when I got home unpacked all my stuff I found myself getting into bed around 5 o’clock not that I was going to sleep right away, but I spend a lot of time in my room especially in my bed. Why? I can only think that it is because especially when I’m out all day it takes energy out of me, of course and for me I guess I feel like why would I lie on the couch when I could lie on what I would consider a much bigger couch. Lol Open myself thinking is this what everyone does, this doesn’t seem like a life for me. But then, I realize do I care what everyone else does? No not really. Do I want to be like everyone else? No I don’t. Do I find those thoughts sobering? Yes. But then I think about everything I didn’t do today and how I know that …
I could explain how busy I was today, or I could just say it was a busy day and I’m glad it’s over. Sometimes less is more and sometimes more is burdensome. One thing I can say I learned today is not to let other people’s burdens, problems, issues affect you, impact you distract you because you end up and emotional mess trying to deal with crap that’s not your crap. So, let it be, in the moment, in your space, within the world – whatever it is, let it be. Happy weekend everyone.
Some days could be considered “normal” “boring” or just same old, same old, until something happens, and this something was furry and four lagged her name is Mocha and she is my tailors daughter’s dog. She just made my day after some unforeseen things took place. Either way it’ll all work out and I was glad to have this little one to keep me company. I think she has become the unofficial mascot of the shop. I doubt she minds a bit. And to top it all off I got my dress fitted. What more could a girl as for.