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It was gloomy today and it looks to be that way for the rest of the week. Gloomy days always affect me for some reason I don’t want to do anything and I just can’t really sad and sometimes depressed so it was no surprise when I woke up this morning at 5 o’clock because thank you body clock. I couldn’t stop my mind from racing through everything I needed to do but at the same time I couldn’t keep track of what I needed to do. But then only wanted to do was sleep. So I literally said to myself WWMD I got my notebook and started making a list. And once everything was down on paper even though the list was a long-ish ( note, to all those who might try this technique: start with something super easy that you have already done or are about to do…

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Today was a life-changing day but I will get into that in a different blog post in a couple of days. Suffice to say, I had the day off because I needed to be home to except Of life-changing delivery as well as a few other smaller packages that all happened to be coming today. Yeah, this morning when I woke up I could just tell my body and my brain did not want to get out of bed. Well one side of my brain, the other side was going through everything that was going to be done today trying to figure it all out and when it couldn’t this side of that wanted to sleep took over. I let it for a few minutes, but then, as I felt myself slipping into what I now know as the depression spiral, I distinctly remember saying, to myself “Mindy-you’ve been here…

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Wow. When I started this I couldn’t imagine actually finishing it. Tomorrow this series will end and on Thursday a new one, nightmares from the chair, will begin. This is Another daily venture, exploring the sometime is funny, sometimes terrifying, sometimes educational situations I find myself being on a daily basis complete with my actual internal dialogue. This series will not be for the faint of heart. This blog series will include course language. In the interest of full disclosure. Anyway, I still have two more days of this blog series. So, I find myself fresh Out of tears and maybe that’s a good thing. Maybe it means that I am actually going to get over having to move on. If you’re lost you’re not the only one. Long story short, I have a very good friend who is moving and I won’t be able to see her as often…

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Well that was fun. I got a new phone yesterday the iPhone XR in red And since I have gotten at home there has been a problem with every second app I have used or had to open. So I spent the last hour and a half trying to get my posting app to connect to my site so that you can read this post. And guess what, well I must’ve made it work right because you’re reading the post. I had to do last nights post on the computer and well let’s just say it was not a scene with as it normally is. Other than that, today I touched up my hair and sobbed. But it was a good cry the kind that is cleansing the kind that you need to have once in a while. The kind that drained you emotionally and then makes you want pints…

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so simple and yet so profound. I think the message here is something we all would do well to remember. I will also say, shining is one thing. Having the courage to shine is another. Knowing that you may have work to do but you are still worth it is something that I as well as I’m sure many people struggle with.This really resonated with me and will be in affirmation I end up printing out and putting on my wall. Because, “You do you do not have to be whole to shine.” There are so many ways I could take this quotemetaphorically in a mental way as well as physically. We often think of ‘pretty normal people’ at least that is what is portrayed in the media so that is where we are conditioned to think of as beautiful as whole as what we should aspire to as people.…

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So yes I had a really bad day yesterday. Yesterday is the past and the one thing I can say about the past is it gives me 20/20 hindsight. The one awesome thing about yesterday was that I found the best most grounding song yet. “Something wild”By Lindsey Stirling. It is my new anthem and wouldn’t you know it, everything is starting to work itself out, Now I have a plan up my sleeve and I know it’s going to happen in it’s own time and I am going to end up exactly where I need to be It is with that faith and knowing that I say with certainty it gets better.

I saw this on Facebook and though it may seem superficial I feel like it says a lot. It’s so true, at least in my experience, and works not only with friends and best friends but relationships as well. Do you maybe asking yourself, did I repost this? Truthfully, I did not. That said, I know there are certain people who will always be there for me.It doesn’t matter if I speak to them often or twice a year. Some friends will always be there for you while others are meant to teach you something. The people in your life are there for a reason only we know what that reason is and can figure out reasoning for ourselves. Just like no two people are the same The true reasons as to why we need to have a specific person in our life won’t always make themselves clear until we…

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Today was a good day. I can say a lot of things have contributed to it, one of which is good friends, and self care. I love these kind of days I love. I remember a time not so long ago when nothing like today ever really existed. Never take your days for granted- live them well and live them fully.

Another way of looking at living in the moment if you find “living in the moment” to be impulsive try thinking of it like this: so what did I do today? A lot of self care. I got a new art pencil case so I thoroughly enjoyed filling it with 48 pencil crayons 24 Crayola twistables 48 markers, eight Le pens, pens, and a few sharpies. Other than that I slept ransom errands and colored. Something I haven’t done in a long time. What does this have to do with living in the moment you may ask, she’s just organizing her life. Though that is true and I will not dispute that because that is what I ended up doing, it was giving myself the permission to take the time to do something I enjoy. And not worrying about what other people think or are doing or anything other than…

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when I saw this quoteI had to share it because it sums up my day. A lot of times people get really worked up about what ends up being inconsequential things. I am one of those people what I have learned to do when something becomes particularly where are you some is to try and not necessarily distract myself from it but just breathe and let it be. Knowing I have no control over other people or those peoples feelings or how things are going to turn out trusting in the world myself and my guy has always led me eventually to the right decision. And when I haven’t boy have I regretted it.

10/27
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