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Anyone knows me would tell you I am an almost overly organized person. I admit that and I like it, granted, my form of organization may not suit everyone. It may be organized chaos but I know where everything is. My problem seems to live inside drawers or cupboards inside anything really. That said, I can tell you exactly but something looks like exactly where to find it and what items are around it. Why? When you have help like I do you need to know where all your stuff is at all times. I give this bit of backstory so you can understand where I’m coming from when I tell you about this next situation. I get cleaning done once a week for my entire apartment. Recently, I have been trying to my cleaning game because I realize how much messier life is on wheels. Normally my room yet…

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What a day it has been. I can’t begin to explain how lucky I am to have such lovely supportive people in my life. With all the change going on lately I have been having an interesting time to say the very least. Things are starting to change for the better and I’m trying to roll with the punches. Which has been hard at times, I will admit but one of the many things which has kept me going is this blog and being accountable to posting. A daily post has become part of my routine. A day without posting seems so foreign to me now. In many ways this blog has become more than a quote a day, or a place to vent, it has become my one constant, the one thing I can count on everyday. Accomplishing this 365 days of posting seems still unfathomable to me I…

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How do I describe today, I need a day of sleep TV watching and applying for programs so that I don’t immediately become homeless LOL. So yes some people could see you today as a complete washout and at some points I did too but after thinking about it I did have to take some strong pain meds this morning which would make sense as to why I ended up kind of loopy today and very very tired. That said, I also remember that when I finished work last week I was wanting and even looking forward to being able to take some time for myself and really heal up. Strangely, allowing myself to do that seems to be like allowing myself to be lazy. I know this is not the truth and it will only turn out for the better in the end but the able-bodied side of my…

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I know I have posted and or reposted a lot of quotes lately, yet this one strikes a real cord with me.

This is the mantra to every disabled persons life that I know of at least.keep push’n

this is so perfect for today because I think for the first time in a while I am totally OK with my circle. Big or small I know where everything fits. Not to say that something won’t change, actually I hope it does but that I am completely OK with understanding that some people are only to be in your circle for time while others will be there a lifetime. I am not afraid to let people go – or to truly let things be and follow the path that is put in front of me as I discover it. I think as scary as it is to say I am ready to leave what I know for something different that I feel is going to be more authentic to me. What that is, I have no idea but I am willing to lean into the wind, listen carefully walk…

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this totally describes my day today. But I know I will make it, to the next day, and the one after that, and the one after that. And in case you’re wondering – you will too.

I just had a teachable moment with someone. Who was cutting me off when I spoke, thinking she knew what I wanted like she was a mind reader, and trying to make me work at her speed. This doesn’t happen at my house. Sometimes I will let one of these things go, given his situation but lately I have become much more of a boss, especially with my help. The days of walking over Mindy are long gone and the days of me standing up for myself I have become a reality and it’s not sometimes it’s pretty much all the time now. This might sound bitchy and self-centred but please no I do not mean it that way. I do not have time for sub par help. If you do not want to be around me in a positive way in my house you can leave. If you insult…

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This weekend has been so of the ups and downs that is life awesomeness and a real shock and awe, Dread, and terror. I feel like this is appropriate and so true today: hang on tight and enjoy the ride. (Not my photo)

I can’t help but feel like I found my groove. In the work. In life. And most importantly I just maybe have found the person that I am. Of course this would hit me in the middle of the day, when taking a break to process is not possible. I will say knowing yourself or getting a glimpse of yourself, Is A much easier way to do life then one what is first think. I find at least, when you are true to your self it is so much easier to know what is right for you and what just won’t work. It’s easier to stand up for yourself and make your opinions known and that it’s easier to get what you want out of life. I have found, things are a lot less stressful and I will let a lot of things slide because I realize, I really only…

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