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It is no secret that I take accessible transportation to work for now. When my smoke Dr. gets here I won’t have to but for now I do. Today the assigned pick up time was 6:04 AM I had to get up at 4:45 AM and found myself at work by 620 needless to say when I got home around four I was exhausted and still am. I think it is apparent hell ridiculous some of these pick up times are and yet I understand why they have to be that early you but there should be a limit as to how early they can be for a specific requested drop off time. No Falls today though so that’s a good thing. I can’t wait for my smart Dr. to be here and working so I don’t have to be so reliant on other people and their schedules and can…

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I am ready for bed and all I did today was work and get groceries delivered. #LivingMyCPLife Adult thing is hard Period. And when you have a disability adult thing is even harder. Not because of the physical nature of it but because of having to coordinate everything. I don’t know that people quite understand just how much goes into every day of a life as a person with a disability Weather you have Help or not. There is always a schedule to follow. Whether it’s someone else’s or just your own list of to do’s. When people see us at work I think they think we got out of bed got dressed and came in but do they know what goes into that. The staff you have to schedule or the time and you have to do a lot. Not only to get out of the house but then…

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I had a very busy semistressful morning before I opened my Facebook to see this in my Facebook throwbacks: I took a minute and tried taking a breath. It didn’t help. I ended up being able to get done everything I had to this morning and once it was done I had a full-blown panic attack that lasted 45 hours. Because of it, I am taking it easy for the rest of tomorrow as well. It’s just been a really weird day. But those days happen sometimes. I also think that maybe I have a super power of being able to see/know the future. If anybody wants proof there it is. 🙂

This weekend has been so of the ups and downs that is life awesomeness and a real shock and awe, Dread, and terror. I feel like this is appropriate and so true today: hang on tight and enjoy the ride. (Not my photo)

I have been having a lot of conversations lately with people about mobility. Before I continue, I must warn you this may be a controversial blog post. These are my views and my opinion, if you have a different opinion please feel free to Voice that opinion and I respectful manner and we can have a conversation about it. One thing I do not want is for people’s views to be brought down or attacked due to this post as I know we can all have varying opinions For various reasons so please keep the comments respectful thank you. As I was saying, I have been having a few conversations with people about mobility and if/when is the right time to start different treatments or in some peoples cases to stop using a certain type of mobility aid and start using a different one. The conclusion I have come to…

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I’ve been noticing something lately, which may be just me finally tuning into myself, and yes you did read that right, I said tuning into myself,Or maybe a shift has taken place. But I notice over the past two days or so, I have found standing in my truth, in my authentic self to be easier and puke to me as a feeling of peace and fulfilment at the most on opportune times.I should’ve really took note of what I was doing in those moments, because that would be good to know now. I feel like a lot of the upcoming year of 2019 will be like this for me much like 2018 was the year of discovery and figuring out what living in the moment really means. As I lay around today just watching mystery shows and getting good sleep, not just medicated sleep but good sleep I resolve…

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Wow 200 days! I can’t believe I have made it this far. I really didn’t think I’d make it even past week. Honestly this challenge has truly become part of my life and changed how I look at things. Years ago I was a ball of stress, never even able to take a breath when talking to someone. Now – well someone describe me as very chill. And I am. To say I don’t let the little things get to me would be a lie, because everyone has their days. I had one yesterday in fact. But often I am able to put the little things into perspective, and even the big things don’t seem life ending or life-changing, Unless of course they are. 200 days is a mile stone, but there are so many fun things to come, knowing about a few of them and not knowing about many…

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So, I was able to slow things down today and in the slowing down I was able to get more done. Funny how that works. I think, and I’m just thinking out loud here, literally, voice recognition is a wonderful thing. I wonder if as a person Who is disabled I am always trying to prove myself. And, speed is often something people are looking for, so, it’s something that I have learned operate in. So much so, when I needed to slow down I have a harder time. But, I as a disabled person I am able to have, and take, the luxury of time because often speed is not a choice for me. I operate on Mindy time and sometimes that time cannot be changed. If you can’t handle that, I’m sorry, but you’re never gonna get me. what I have struggled with over the years is realizing…

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I’m a conqueror today. Not only did I get through the day, while not feeling well. I did something I know many people think I can’t, and I know I did it right. I know people will know the felling of finally figuring out how to do something yourself with no help. No matter how big or small that thing is, the feeling is the same. Indescribable to all but those who have experienced it with that I’m going to bed. Remember whatever you did today, accomplished or didn’t, you are a conqueror to.

I snuggled with my cat today. I’m sure I could’ve done more, I’m sure I could’ve done less. Recently though my tone has changed and I am dealing with -Well basically, not being able to move my legs not like it used to at least if at all. I wasn’t going to mention it, but then I thought, that wouldn’t be honest, And not every day is a happy one but we can find moments of happy in every day. Though I spent most of my day in bed, some of it even crying I did get to watch a few documentaries and snuggle /Love on my cat. He couldn’t care less if I why don’t in all honesty both of my cats like the fact that Mum he uses a chair because they figured it out and they don’t like walking anymore when they can ride. I could be…

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