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There is no denying it, today What’s a bad day. I’m still sad. And I know tomorrow will be different but in this moment the only thing that went right today what is the fact that I had 3/2 eaten pints of ice cream in my freezer. I now only have one. The best part of my day was finishing off both mint chip and cookies and cream ice cream. Not all at once. I was bliss. My legs are still tight but I did manage to get them stretched for a minute or two today and that felt good. And it’s worth it if not only for 15 minutes of looseness. Fellow CP lifers you get me. The third thing that went well today Dash I was able to get a trip to my tailor to hopefully make me some wraps/capes /ponchos. I have a very large collection of…

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I am going to make a change. I am going to cry more. During my depression and for as many years as I can remember before that. I was and still am a very sensitive person. I could cry at the drop of a hat. Since working through my depression and getting into the appropriate therapies I don’t cry as much. which I thought was a good thing. Today though I realize it may be good, I don’t cry about every little thing, but, I still need to let myself cry. So I’m giving myself time every week or two to sit with any emotions I may be experiencing and see what comes of it. I have now realized what everyone what has been telling me for a while. I always knew this and I never thought of crying this way, but people say crying is okay, even needed. And…

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I’ve been keeping a secret And now I can finally say, with certainty, I am getting a SmartDrive! I’m face is going to change my life. What is a smart drive? This is a power assist wheel which goes on the back of my manual chair and makes my manual chair a power chair with a smart watch and a few taps on the push rim. There is a lot more to it but that’s the easiest way I can explain it right now since I am really tired, and heard about was an interesting day to say the least. Once I actually get it I will do a more in-depth post and possibly a video. Hopefully, I will have it in the next two weeks or so. of the rest of my day, oh well what’s the first day. I am completely new and completely overwhelmed and completely second-guessing…

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Today I learned a few lessons, one, always try on tailored clothing before you leave the tailor, Even if your mom is waiting. It will cost you a lot less stress, money and time. I also learned, good things come to those who wait and whether you are hesitant to jump into something, just do it you’ll thank me later. And number three ice cream, french fries, and a good friend can solve any problem

Today could have turned out horribly. But it didn’t. I took the bus by myself with my walker for the first time in a very long time and I’m not dead. It took a lot out of me which I was expecting. That said, it didn’t take as much from me as I thought it would. I was able to see someone I haven’t in a very long time and I found out I might be able to do something that I had previously put out of my head -like not possible at all. I saw this on Facebook and it instantly spoke to me. I don’t think I’ve posted this quotebefore I know I’ve posted many along the same vein. simple yet powerful. I really hope this blog and to a lesser extent my YouTube channel (that I will get back to) I am actually thinking of making a…

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Well this is truly how I felt today I didn’t want to start the day and once I did it didn’t get better until the very end. I had yet another Panic attack that I’m remedied with a meditation session and a huge plate of poutine [french fries covered with gravy and cheese curds) it sounds gross but it is the most wonderful thing. Yes I realize I was drowning my issues in food. I feel like that’s OK at this moment. After a long nap and. Chatting with a friend I haven’t seen in a while and will see you tomorrow I feel much better. A long soak in the tub never hurt anyone either. I also found myself doing some retail therapy and is this I hope he ends up being something not only good for myself but it’s essential in my life. I ended up buying a…

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Impulse buy alert. I saw this necklace and new it was so me I had to have it. I don’t usually do that with jewellery especially Julie read it does cost money but I have another necklace from this brand and I absolutely love it. As much for the necklace as the sentiment behind it. I’ll take a picture and make sure to show it to you when I get it. It just felt right and when something feels right you should do it. At least in my book.

I saw this on Facebook and knew it had to be today’s post. it’s hard but it makes you feel so much better.

We all need to remember this sometimes. tomorrow is Monday, so go forth and be productive. Or, realize tomorrow is Monday, and take the week one day at a time. Or, and this is my favourite solution, know that: she believed she could so she said, I’ll do it tomorrow. Tomorrow is an OK answer. Not right now is an OK answer. I need to get this done first is an OK answer. Even no is an OK answer. Put your self first.

I had a very busy semistressful morning before I opened my Facebook to see this in my Facebook throwbacks: I took a minute and tried taking a breath. It didn’t help. I ended up being able to get done everything I had to this morning and once it was done I had a full-blown panic attack that lasted 45 hours. Because of it, I am taking it easy for the rest of tomorrow as well. It’s just been a really weird day. But those days happen sometimes. I also think that maybe I have a super power of being able to see/know the future. If anybody wants proof there it is. 🙂

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