Tag Archives: acceptance

I love my job and I think I’m getting better at it being that I am fairly new. My job takes a lot of attention to detail which is something that I love and have. Many people may beg to differ but that’s just their opinion, others would agree with me. That’s just how the world turns. So last week I was working on something and totally saw three of the same thing meaning I could copy and paste my work once I finished it for the first one. Well, today I found that not to be true, what I thought was three of the same thing was actually three different things meaning I had to do the work all over again. Which I’m not mad about what I was more frustrated at was the fact my eyes let me down. I know I can’t help it and it’s part…

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OK, so let me adjust the title if you think this is going to be a nasty post, well I guess it could be but it’s not. So you can get that out of your mind right now. This is equally as terrifying that when my opinion. I was in the excessive most of all when somehow I tripped or something during my transfer and I fell on the floor and hit my entire right side. I didn’t hurt that much and I went on with my day. The only casualty was my nail! What I find both hilarious and sad is of course when I am not in need of help people are opening doors for trying to help me and then in this moment even after I cursed a couple of times no one asked me if I was OK or knocked on the door seeing if I…

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Don’t mess with me and my chariot. I will run over your toes and have no qualms about it. [Also, my legs may not work like yours do you, but my ears work better. Don’t whisper about me. I can hear you. That’s the one thing I hate over all else. That’s also the first way to get on my bad side] I recognize that everyone has their own challenges, and that your stress is it exactly that you’re stress. This means just because you’re stressed doesn’t mean I need to be stressed too. People need to slow down, take a breath and think a minute. It may actually help you.

Wow. When I started this I couldn’t imagine actually finishing it. Tomorrow this series will end and on Thursday a new one, nightmares from the chair, will begin. This is Another daily venture, exploring the sometime is funny, sometimes terrifying, sometimes educational situations I find myself being on a daily basis complete with my actual internal dialogue. This series will not be for the faint of heart. This blog series will include course language. In the interest of full disclosure. Anyway, I still have two more days of this blog series. So, I find myself fresh Out of tears and maybe that’s a good thing. Maybe it means that I am actually going to get over having to move on. If you’re lost you’re not the only one. Long story short, I have a very good friend who is moving and I won’t be able to see her as often…

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I wish I had more fun stuff to talk about but I really spent this weekend relaxing and recuperating trying to get back to myself. I have needed to ground and look within for a while now and I have not been able to do that. For a variety of excuses none of which are really relevant. I have resolved to make it a priority though because I know I feel better when I cleanse and ground on a regular basis and if this is something I can control in regards to how I feel why wouldn’t I. As it is victoria day today (In Canada) most of us had the day off of work so I was able to sleeping although for me sleeping in is getting up at six now but I was able to just do nothing all day and feel good about it. My only accomplishment…

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The last few days have been pretty tough for me so when I saw this I knew I had to post it because my first reaction was I couldn’t have said it better myself. I needed to see this and I’m sure others will benefit as well.

Well that was fun. I got a new phone yesterday the iPhone XR in red And since I have gotten at home there has been a problem with every second app I have used or had to open. So I spent the last hour and a half trying to get my posting app to connect to my site so that you can read this post. And guess what, well I must’ve made it work right because you’re reading the post. I had to do last nights post on the computer and well let’s just say it was not a scene with as it normally is. Other than that, today I touched up my hair and sobbed. But it was a good cry the kind that is cleansing the kind that you need to have once in a while. The kind that drained you emotionally and then makes you want pints…

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I can now say this comeToday was a day of mixed emotions but all things considered I think I am leaning towards the positive At least by now I hope I would be. I’ve only spent almost a year blogging aboutThe more or less positive things in my life. At the same time, work is always interesting and yes they are being supportive for the first time in my life. Yet I couldn’t help feeling like I’m going to lose my job. So It’s always a working progress. You know a person can’t be happy all the time. A good friend told me recentlyVery few people’s lives are always happy.It’s always a balancing act,You are going to have some awesome things happenWhile at the same time ugly horrible things are going to take place in different areas of life.Learning to embrace that, those moments of pure chaos and overwhelmedIs what…

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My thoughts exactly. I really like the job I’m doing now and yet going home to my bed is my favourite part of the day. I now know my limits, which I would have never acknowledged before. I would go go go barely ever stopping in. And though I still experience this in certain aspects of my life I have to say I think some of it has gotten better. Knowing my limits allows me to use my time more authentically doing only the things and that I know need to be done or that make me happy and have the greatest impact on my life. So yes I am very excited to go home at the end of the day to see my cat have a snuggle and try to get as much done for the next day as possible. That said, I am starting to realize it’s OK…

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There is no denying it, today What’s a bad day. I’m still sad. And I know tomorrow will be different but in this moment the only thing that went right today what is the fact that I had 3/2 eaten pints of ice cream in my freezer. I now only have one. The best part of my day was finishing off both mint chip and cookies and cream ice cream. Not all at once. I was bliss. My legs are still tight but I did manage to get them stretched for a minute or two today and that felt good. And it’s worth it if not only for 15 minutes of looseness. Fellow CP lifers you get me. The third thing that went well today Dash I was able to get a trip to my tailor to hopefully make me some wraps/capes /ponchos. I have a very large collection of…

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