Category Archives: 365 Days, Living In the Moment

For the first time in a long time, today I feel like I can breathe. Which is weird because looking at things today I’m not exactly where I want to be. I can say though, now I feel more stable than I ever have employment wise at least. I think I’m starting to realize how much stress employment or unemployment or chronic unemployment really put on me. Not having that is such a relief. At the same time, I know this could all be taken from me in an instant. Until I passed my probation and no that I’m good some of that will always be in the back of my mind. That said, I feel like it just might be to start thinking about the long term. Not too much though, because I know what happens when I do and I have my anxiety under control right now so…

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Well last night I went to bed with a migraine this morning I woke up with a migraine for part of the day it went away but now it’s back. So this is us today. so you know who the more photo genic one is. The one with the fur who never leaves my side. Miss Persia has escaped to somewhere but I should also give her recognition as she has been here all day with Jackson and all three of us have had a wonderful Caturday. People underestimate the power of four legs in for as well as healthy junk food. Tomorrow I will adult.

When I saw this you know I had to post it. I would say it’s mostly right. I don’t like how some of the grammar is a little bit off. I didn’t that it describes me well. I won’t be getting it anytime soon, I don’t like it that much. I think it’s cool though. I’m not one to be a walking billboard for a brand. But that’s just me, I’m weird like that. Even if it did describe me well I think I would end up using it as pyjamas just because I never did like walking around with my name on my chest.

I am ready for bed and all I did today was work and get groceries delivered. #LivingMyCPLife Adult thing is hard Period. And when you have a disability adult thing is even harder. Not because of the physical nature of it but because of having to coordinate everything. I don’t know that people quite understand just how much goes into every day of a life as a person with a disability Weather you have Help or not. There is always a schedule to follow. Whether it’s someone else’s or just your own list of to do’s. When people see us at work I think they think we got out of bed got dressed and came in but do they know what goes into that. The staff you have to schedule or the time and you have to do a lot. Not only to get out of the house but then…

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So yes I had a really bad day yesterday. Yesterday is the past and the one thing I can say about the past is it gives me 20/20 hindsight. The one awesome thing about yesterday was that I found the best most grounding song yet. “Something wild”By Lindsey Stirling. It is my new anthem and wouldn’t you know it, everything is starting to work itself out, Now I have a plan up my sleeve and I know it’s going to happen in it’s own time and I am going to end up exactly where I need to be It is with that faith and knowing that I say with certainty it gets better.

I’ve been keeping a secret And now I can finally say, with certainty, I am getting a SmartDrive! I’m face is going to change my life. What is a smart drive? This is a power assist wheel which goes on the back of my manual chair and makes my manual chair a power chair with a smart watch and a few taps on the push rim. There is a lot more to it but that’s the easiest way I can explain it right now since I am really tired, and heard about was an interesting day to say the least. Once I actually get it I will do a more in-depth post and possibly a video. Hopefully, I will have it in the next two weeks or so. of the rest of my day, oh well what’s the first day. I am completely new and completely overwhelmed and completely second-guessing…

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I saw this on Facebook and though it may seem superficial I feel like it says a lot. It’s so true, at least in my experience, and works not only with friends and best friends but relationships as well. Do you maybe asking yourself, did I repost this? Truthfully, I did not. That said, I know there are certain people who will always be there for me.It doesn’t matter if I speak to them often or twice a year. Some friends will always be there for you while others are meant to teach you something. The people in your life are there for a reason only we know what that reason is and can figure out reasoning for ourselves. Just like no two people are the same The true reasons as to why we need to have a specific person in our life won’t always make themselves clear until we…

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Today I learned a few lessons, one, always try on tailored clothing before you leave the tailor, Even if your mom is waiting. It will cost you a lot less stress, money and time. I also learned, good things come to those who wait and whether you are hesitant to jump into something, just do it you’ll thank me later. And number three ice cream, french fries, and a good friend can solve any problem

Today could have turned out horribly. But it didn’t. I took the bus by myself with my walker for the first time in a very long time and I’m not dead. It took a lot out of me which I was expecting. That said, it didn’t take as much from me as I thought it would. I was able to see someone I haven’t in a very long time and I found out I might be able to do something that I had previously put out of my head -like not possible at all. I saw this on Facebook and it instantly spoke to me. I don’t think I’ve posted this quotebefore I know I’ve posted many along the same vein. simple yet powerful. I really hope this blog and to a lesser extent my YouTube channel (that I will get back to) I am actually thinking of making a…

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