Well that was fun. I got a new phone yesterday the iPhone XR in red And since I have gotten at home there has been a problem with every second app I have used or had to open. So I spent the last hour and a half trying to get my posting app to connect to my site so that you can read this post. And guess what, well I must’ve made it work right because you’re reading the post. I had to do last nights post on the computer and well let’s just say it was not a scene with as it normally is.
Other than that, today I touched up my hair and sobbed. But it was a good cry the kind that is cleansing the kind that you need to have once in a while. The kind that drained you emotionally and then makes you want pints of ice cream. Yes that kind of cry. I’m not sad about anything in particular I’m just crying because I’ve had a lot of things going on lately. This is the first time I have been so comfortable with crying and then I let myself silently ball while writing something in the salon and I didn’t care you saw me. I’m sure they thought it was a nut but we all are sometimes.
My hair looks better than ever now though, I daresay better than the first time I had it done. Or it could be, with my hair touched up I always feel like a new person. It is for that reason I will always advocate for self-care of any kind it doesn’t matter what makes you feel like your self or grounds you. What matters is that you find time and or take time to do that thing or have those moments. It may seem indulgent at first but if it brings you back to yourself and makes you you. (I’m not endorsing drugs alcohol or unhealthy addictions) Of which I know shopping is one but the first step to recovery is admitting you have a problem right. I didn’t say I was perfect LOL
I’ve just been spending time in bed today with my thoughts, my cats, and Netflix and it has been awesome. Take the time because you know you need the time. Build it into your schedule end it will become routine. I bet you’ll be a happier person for it.